Today was a very depressing day. My boyfriend dumped me right in front

Published Wednesday, 19th Aug 23:17 BST

Today was a very depressing day. My boyfriend dumped me right in front of my entire family for my sister. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. I mean how long were they together ? How long did they betray me for ? I went to the park for some relief. I sat on the swings like I use to do when I was a child and started grinding my feet on the ground and spelling out hateful words in the sand. Then I began swinging. Swinging like my life depended on it. I just thought that if I was swinging hard enough I could escape reality, but it's not that easy. After getting tired of all this senseless swinging, I left the park. My heart in despair, and boiling darkness in my eyes.

I moped around my street. Walking up, then down, up, then down. I thought about the times we shared. When we would caress each other and hold hands. But I guess I was just a one time fling or extra baggage. Tears flooded my eyes but I wiped them away. I couldn't believe I fell so hard for this guy. I didn't even know him for a year but it felt like I knew him all my life. I couldn't believe my sister either. I mean, she's been there for my entire life and now she decides to abandon me ? It just seems so unreal. I walked home. As I entered the house I smelled an aroma. The aroma of him. My ex. I never noticed it until now but ever since he became apart of my life, his smell stuck to my furniture and clothes. Each minute that passed by in this isolated little house made it harder to breathe. I had to escape from this place.

My hand shook as I reached for the car door. I've never drove alone in the night before but I decided that there's always a first for everything. Plus, I needed something to get my mind off him. As I got in a noticed that the car had an aroma of him as-well but rolled the window down and drove off. To the endless high ways.As I drove in my car, a song came on the radio. It was " our song ". I became even more depressed. Then after that I turned aggressive. I was speeding. Way over the speed limit. I spun out of control and slammed into a railing. My vision faded I woke up in the hospital. All bandaged up. Suddenly the radio turned on. It was our song, playing again.

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